November 17, 2014
Okay so this week has been a good one here in Juan
Lacaze! We had so many adventures...a mission-wide conference in
Montevideo, a fun outing for Via Lapanche (I’m not sure if I spelled this
right, but it’s the area of the elders), and an AWESOME Sunday in our sweet
little branch! But before I get started, I’d love to share what I learned
this past week. As I was reading in the October Liahona, I found a little story about a missionary who visited the
Jadeite Cabbage one P-Day. Apparently there’s a famous cabbage in Taipei
that is carved out of jadeite! Usually jadeite sculptures are only
valuable if they are carved out of jadeite that is one pure color...but this
Jadeite Cabbage was special. It was carved out of a piece of cracked jade
that had BOTH green and white parts. Most sculptors probably passed this
piece of jade by because it had flaws. BUT one sculptor saw what the jade
could BECOME and used the jade’s flaws to carve cabbage. The cracks and
different colors made the cabbage more life-like, making the sculpture more
valuable than if it had been carved with a perfect piece of jade. What a
cool metaphor for life, no? We have a sculptor above who realizes we are
not perfect. He could easily toss us aside because we have flaws and
weaknesses, but He actually uses our imperfections to make us into the people
He wants us to become! At the end of the Jadeite Cabbage article, the
author (Ellen C. Jensen) referenced Ether 12:27, "And if men come unto me
I will show unto them their weakness....[M]y grace is sufficient for all men that
humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have
faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them."
I love this scripture and it has taken on a
whole new meaning as a missionary. I make so many mistakes every day and
living halfway around the world and not having all the same resources I had in
my old life has really exposed my weaknesses. I am a missionary who at
times is not as patient as I should be. I am a missionary who at times
hasn’t treated my companions as kindly as I should’ve. I am a missionary
who gets easily stressed. I am a missionary who is slow of speech.
I am a missionary who is teaching other people although I’m not even close to
knowing everything about the gospel. I am a missionary who gets tired and
who dreams about dulce de leche sometimes during weekly planning
sessions. But you know what? Little by little, I can feel the Lord
using these weaknesses of mine and shaping me into the missionary He wants me
to become. Never before have I been so grateful for the atonement,
because through this sacrifice, the Lord can truly understand our weaknesses
and see them as something that can HELP us.
As I think about this little cabbage, I also
think about sweet little Juan Lacaze. As an area, it has its
weaknesses. Our branch is small and the members live far away from each
other. At times, there is some branch drama. But you know what?
Even though this area has its problems, little by little, La Rama Juan Lacaze
is progressing! It was so fun for me to see little miracles this
week. Miracles like hearing how Hugo and Marisol (a fun couple in our
branch) sang hymns together and read all of 3 Nefi together for FUN one
night! Like hearing awesome talks from Presidente y Hermana Smith, the
other mission president in Uruguay and his wife, and Elder y Hermana
Christensen (I think Elder Christensen is a seventy) in our mission-wide
conference and feeling so pumped to be a missionary in URUGUAY! Like
seeing our branch president drive all around Juan Lacaze Sunday morning to pick
up people who aren’t able to walk to church. Like looking around and
seeing a chapel full of happy Uruguayans! This little place is gradually
being sculpted as well!
I am grateful for the chance I have to be a
missionary and for the chance I have to work on my weaknesses every day.
I know the gospel of Jesus Christ is here so that we can BECOME the jadeite
sculptures the Lord wants us to be. I love you all, and thank you for
telling me about your lives. I am grateful for you guys every day!